Lately life has taken me on some twists and turns, some good and some quite painful. Opportunities presented themselves. I took the plunge. Did I land on my feet? Yes. And no.
I could spin a tale about finding love…then losing it. I could write about the heartache and sadness, the pain and emptiness. But you’ve felt it, feel it, know the taste of it in your mouth and the hollowness in your chest where a strange ache never truly dies.
Gradually the pain fades when you’re not paying attention; you hardly notice because you’re so busy trying to distract yourself from the pain. How long has it been since you could breathe freely? When did your smile stop feeling forced? Brief moments of reprieve are then cut short when you remember the pain; it all comes flooding back again. Did it hurt this bad the first time? Is it maybe a little less? How do you know when you’ve healed?
I’ve been reflecting on some of the people that have come into my life recently, how I’ve spent my time with them, my words, my actions and what they’ve said and done. Recent pain has forced me to take a step back to look at what paths lay before me. Should I take the path over here that most would object to? Or do I take the route more often traveled? Do I dare tread on the one my heart is drawn to? Mistakes and lessons lie behind me but I stand at a crossroads again, not ready to make a choice just yet. Not ready to take another step until my feet are planted more firmly on the ground.
For now I work on grounding myself again, building the foundation of my soul until it can withstand any storm. One day I will be myself again. In time I’ll forget the sting. Someday I’ll smile, blow a kiss, and be on my way, flowing like water onto the next path of my journey.
I know it’s been awhile since I’ve posted. Life tends to take hold just as I get my groove back. Today I am sharing a piece from February that Dictatorshop released that I was in love with from first glance. I honestly think every woman ought to have a tantra chair in her home. The curving slope is so sensual and elegant and to me it just seems perfect for lounging. Many of the single sits are perfect for staging a surprise for your significant other too. Plenty of cuddles are included for relaxing snuggles. With plenty of adult options, you’ll not be wanting for anything except to relax after a pleasant evening of funtimes.
Other things to note about the Tantra Chair are that you can change the textures via the Dictatorshop logo on the back. You are also able to control access to the menu via the logo as well. Go check out the demo at the inworld store and see why you need to add this piece to your collection. 🙂
The outfit I am wearing is from a gacha from Mishmash Fusion that was created for the Twisted Hunt event in March. I have not checked to see if it is still available to play in the shop but you may be able to find someone in the Twisted Hunt chat who might trade items with you.
Finally, I will be posting again soon, I promise. The Cart Sale begins tonight at midnight and runs through May 16th. Keep your eyes peeled for more coming soon!
Credits
~ My Look ~
Hair: Truth – TRUTH VIP February – Carla ~ by Truth Hawks
Ribbon Dress: Mishmash Fusion – ~*MF*~ Body Water – Maitreya – 11 First Plague RARE ~ Mystical Edenflower @ Twisted Hunt Spring 2018
Necklace: RealEvil Industries – **RE** Kitty Pearls Set ~ by Crashnoww Resident
Choker: Kibitz – Mini collar [Kitten] ~ by Kathya Szczepanski
Hand Jewels: Kibitz – Sandra hand jewelry – silver ~ by Kathya Szczepanski
~ His Look ~
Avatar: JOMO – Male Werewolf V3.0(Bento) D ~ by xiaoduo Abbot
Boxers: LUPmaniac – JOMO Male Werewolf Underwears ~ by LUPmaniac Resident
Scars: Frisky – JOMO Male Werewolf Battle Scars ~ by TamFoxxy Resident
Glasses: CHI – smart glasses – (Furry fitted) ~ by Zackalack Resident
~ Furniture ~
Chair: Dictatorshop – [Ds] Valentine Tantra Chair Adult – v1.1 PKG
Table: –ANHELO- – Fairy tea time (table) ~ by fk0724 Resdient
Rug:Â {what next} – Natural Rug Collection ~ by Winter Thorn
Curtain: Maxi Gossamer – MG – H&G – Silk Pool Curtains ~ by Maxi Gossamer
Links — >Dictatorshop, Mishmash Fusion, Twisted Hunt
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