Wind howls like that of a lone Wolf on a moonless night, Crying out for a long lost lover, companion, a friend. Not a soul replies in the darkness, Not a soul dares breathe. Silence echoes loudly, defeaningly, devoid of the warmth of Life.
A shift in the wind stirs the trees, Heralding something New with its song. Spectral spirits float to and fro, Dancing a dance only the unliving know.
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~ My Look ~
Hair: DOUX – Sophie hairstyle ~ by Dam1710 Resident
Top: [Salem] – Mavis Top ~ by Stupid Doge & Sad Doge, SalemManager
Bottom: [Salem] – Mavis Panties ~ by Stupid Doge & Sad Doge, SalemManager
A foreword to my readers… What follows below commerates the two year anniversary of my open heart surgery this September 18th. The following post contains nude imagery and is not suitable for those under the age of 18. If you would like to read on, please click below to read more.
Light is slowly fading, ebbing away like the tide, leaving a wordless melancholy. Seasons changing, shifting, urging me to slumber and rest with the setting sun. I close my eyes on the light. When they open I hope and pray for autumn’s quiet yet passionate colors to unfold.
Are the shadows growing? Are my eyes tricking me? Something has changed. Was it me? A quiet calm approaches and beckons me into its embrace. Who calls to me now with such familiarity?
Every parting is bittersweet. My old friend, I feel you near once more. Come closer and leave the kiss I truly long for.
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~ My Look ~
Hair: TRUTH Trinket – Fatpack ~ by Truth Hawks
Top: Blueberry – Babe Top – Fat Pack ~ by Blueberryxx Resident
Pants: Blueberry – Spotlight – High & Low Jeans – Fat Pack ~ by Blueberryxx Resident
Night draws closer as I wander amongst the shadows of the room. A soft hum of anticipation buzzing under your skin. Tingles, hair standing up on the back of your neck, pulse beating hard and fast. Fear keeps you frozen in place as I drift near; your breath catches in excitement as I inhale your scent. With an exhale, my cigarette’s smoke mists across your face. You fight a cough. I arch a brow.
With a lazy heeled turn, I make my way back to the smooth wood desk piled high with manuscripts with hidden secrets you yearn to glean. Perhaps one day you’ll learn them. Perhaps one day you’ll pass them along to your children.
With a predatory smile from my lips as I lounge back in my leather chair, cigarette holder held aloft, you gulp and think to yourself that perhaps you may never see another night again.
My lovely readers, I apologize for my absence. As I’m sure many of you can empathize with, real life has been rather surreal and motivation low for hobbies many of us usually enjoy. This last set from Dictatorshop, however, inspired me to tap into my darker sultry side again.
For 20% off while at Cosmopolitan, the Port Royal Executive Suite offers a world of options for decorating and roleplay. You can choose between PG, Vanilla, and Kink sets to accommodate all of your needs. Each piece is loaded with animations so you will never be bored no matter what you are wanting to do. As always, Dictatorshop offers you gorgeous texture options to ensure it suits your tastes. After Cosmopolitan is over, the set will be at the mainstore for you to try out.
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~ My Look ~
Hair: TRUTH – Poetry – Fatpack ~ by Truth Hawks
Hat: Raven Bell – Theodora Veiled Hat ~ by Raven Bell
Dress:Just BECAUSE – Morticia Gown – FatPack ~ by Annie Melson
Pearls:AvaWay – LOVER’S KNOT Necklaces Set ~ by Avaway Resident
Nails: e.marie – Mix&Match Coffin – Dark Omens ~ by Emiliana Nova
Rose: .aisling. Knight of Flowers Eyepatch ~ by Druunah Esharham
Rings: (Yummy) Raw Crystal Rings ~ by Polyester Partridge
Cigarette: [ kunst ] – Old Cigarette Holder ~ by Kunst Himmel
It’s the last day of the Cart Sale and there’s still plenty of goodies to buy for a bargain price. Dark Water Designs always has unique clothing pieces that fit well and look comfortable without sacrificing on fashion. The Fall Kimono in Gold/Plum comes in two versions; one with a silk wrap and one without. Sizes included for this piece are made for Maitreya Lara, Belleza Isis, Venus, & Freya; Slink Physique and Hourglass, and Tonic Fine, Curvy, and Voluptous mesh bodies.
I’ve also picked up some decorative items from Dark Knight Decor and LpOca which both have simple yet charming pieces to embellish your home. Needing a little bit of brightness in an empty corner? Add some flowers from either shop. The water fountain from Dark Knight Decor also gives a peaceful ambience to any room.
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~ My Look ~
Hair: Magika – Fiona ~ by Sabina Gully
Headpiece: Mossu – Fleur.Wreath – Fatpack ~ by AkiraKiyoi Resident
Dress: Dark Water Designs – Fall Kimono – Gold/Plum ~ by Shadowed Luik @ Cart Sale November 2020
As the waves crash upon me, Mother Nature’s power pushes me onward, into the Ocean’s depths then up again toward the shore. I call out for help, for someone, but the waves crash against me again, pushing me under. I’m on my own, fighting the tides, battling to keep my head above water and watching for a stray boat, another swimmer. Is there anyone out there?
I surrender. Letting go out of the past, my present, and future. I’ll fight on, following wherever the current takes me.
If you haven’t heard, the Cart Sale is open for another round and offering lots of bargains for you to swipe up. Some excellent style staples are available from .:battle fairy:. and {Poeme}. The Hilary Dress has a fatpack of animal prints from .:battle fairy:. that is perfect for a day out or a date night out dancing. Sizes included are fitted for Belleza Venus, Freya, and Isis; Slink Physique and Hourglass, and Maitreya Lara mesh bodies. This fatpack is 50 lindens and has five patterns on its included HUD.
I paired the dress with the beret and boots from {Poeme} for a fun travel look. The hat comes in several colors which you can buy separately for 10 lindens or in a fatpack for 50 lindens. The boots also come fitted in sizes for Belleza Venus, Freya, and Isis; Slink Physique and Hourglass, and Maitreya Lara mesh bodies. Boots are available for 35 lindens for a single color or 50 lindens for both.
Be sure to check out the sale before the deals run out!
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~ My Look ~
Hair: TRUTH – Eternity – Fatpack ~ by Truth Hawks
Dress: .::battle fairy::. – Hilary Dress Animal Prints (Fatpack) ~ by Grace Selene @ Cart Sale November 2020
Hat: {Poeme} – Autumn Beret Collection FATPACK ~ by Elysiane Sapphire @ Cart Sale November 2020
Boots: {Poeme} – Autumn Noire Suede Thigh Boots ~ by Elysiane Sapphire @ Cart Sale November 2020
Rings: Astralia – Enchanted Sky FATPACK ~ by Astralia Resident
Nails: e.marie – Mix&Match Coffin – Black Magic ~ by Emiliana Nova
Pose: FOXCITY. – Couture Bento Pose Set ~ by Satomi Masukami
She was bewitching to behold. Fire in her veins glowing righteous blue so bright you had to look away, yet dared not turn your gaze for fear of missing every stunning glimpse. Every step she took was a dance fit for the stage, only her stage a forest her heart dwelled in. Dancing partners the trees. Owls and crickets her orchestra. Moonlight kissed her skin as her soul shone in the darkness of Night’s Shadows.
When she broke into a beautiful disaster, her fire threatening to tear all asunder, her body burnt to ash floating upon a breeze. Pain fueled her passions. Darkness embraced her being; she reveled in it, craved it, cherished every aching breath. Love was her power; even broken, her heart overflowed like the sea at high tide. Like a phoenix she’d rise again, glowing brighter than every Time before.
Fire consumed her, yet she’d always survive, weathering every storm that came her way.
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~ My Look ~
Hair: TRUTH – Reyane ~ by Truth Hawks
Dress: Just BECAUSE – Morticia Gown – FatPack ~ by Annie Melson
Rings: RE – Queen of Hearts Rings Set ~ by crashnoww Resident
Wings: Blueberry – Lillith – Wings – RARE – Black ~ by Blueberryxx Resident
Put my whole heart on the line, Get hurt every single time. Loving you was never tough, But it still wasn’t enough. You saw problems, Never asked for a solution. I saw our future, Staying in a forward motion.
Time slowed down to a standstill, Draining my resolve and will. Thunder and lightning brew, Mind wondering what was true. Stumbling, falling to the ground, Listening for lost familiar sounds. Reaching out for a sign, an omen, Untangling threads of life’s hope stolen.
Sunlight bathes me in its glow, Promising a bright future to show. Hesitation binds my feet to this spot, Determination guides me onward to trot. Moonbeams shower my body at night, Charging my energy and resolve to take flight. Heart still yearning for Him, Soul guiding my lifelong swim.
For every breath I take that parts our days, I step down the path for the one who stays. Will you return to me? Is it meant to be? Or is there another behind your shadow, Searching as I do with no time to borrow? Alone or bound to another soul, My rare heart is the true prize to hold.
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~ My Look ~
Hair: Truth – Paradise ~ by Truth Hawks
Dress: Salt & Pepper – Millie Dress ~ by Salt Peppermint (SL17B Shop and Hop gift)
Choker: Ahegao – Little Kitten Collar ~ by AmiTrouble Resident
Earrings: e.marie – Nami Earrings – Golds ~ by Emiliana Nova
Quiet. Silence. Deafening stillness fills my room without your presence. My mind spins a mile a minute, then slows like grass in a gentle breeze. How do I do this again? Being on my own without another voice overpowering mine?
Comfort. Normal. Your presence was constant but what about your mind? Always elsewhere. Together but alone. Now I’m alone but no longer lonely. Finding myself again, remembering who I am and where I want to go.
Quiet. Silence. Filling the emptiness with songs of my heart. Searching for new passions to re-ignite my flames. You may see me, but you won’t recognize the woman I’m becoming. Whispering, you’ll wonder how I became what I am. Who I am.
The Cart Sale has been running for about two weeks now and we have about one week left! If you’ve missed previous posts, the Cart Sale is a shopping event where all items are 50L or less. Today I am giving you more peeks at what you can find there. Be sure to check the event out before it ends on April 15th.
One of the items I am wearing comes from Dark Water Designs. The Crochet Overlay Top is a cute form-fitting top and has a HUD included with a few color options. Sizes for Maitreya, Slink Physique and Hourglass, and Belleza Freya, Venus, and Isis mesh bodies are included. Next to me on the bed are a few items from Dark Knight Decor; the tea kettle and macaroons come in separate sets but go well together for a sweet afternoon treat. The lantern next to me is from The Dark Fae. Turn this cute piece on and light up your room with a bit of whimsy that comes in quite a few colors to pick from. Behind the lantern, you’ll see a vase of tulips and a planter of roses that both come from StoraxTree. Each has a selection of colors so you can find just the right one for any room or garden theme.
That is all I have for you today. Until next time. ❤
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~ My Look ~
Hair: TRUTH – Vanish ~ by Truth Hawks
Top: Dark Water Designs – Crochet Overlay Top ~ by Shadowed Luik @ Cart Sale March 2020
Shorts: Blueberry – FLF Love Spring Shorts ~ by Blueberryxx Resident
Body Glitter: [Cynful] – Stripper Body Dust ~ by Cynthia Ultsch
Rings: (Yummy) – Felicity Ring Set ~ by Polyester Partridge
Body: Maitreya – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara ~ by Onyx LaShelle
~ Furniture & Decor ~
Bed: BackBone – Dreamer’s Bed ~ by Kiana Writer & Rheinhard Kappler
Chair: BackBone – Chic Bunny Set – Chair ~ by Kiana Writer & Rheinhard Kappler
Pouffe: BackBone – Chic Bunny Set – Foot Stool – Holo ~ by Kiana Writer & Rheinhard Kappler
Kettle: Dark Knight Decor – Modern Kettle Set, Black ~ by Mika Redfield @ Cart Sale March 2020
Tea and Macaroons: Dark Knight Decor – Afternoon Tea Set ~ by Mika Redfield @ Cart Sale March 2020
Lantern: The Dark Fae – Woodsy Lantern Blue ~ by Corvi Ashdene @ Cart Sale March 2020
Lamp: BackBone – Comfy Cloud Set ~ by Kiana Writer & Rheinhard Kappler
Vase: StoraxTree – Paris Patio Pitcher Tulips A1 ~ by Kate McLaglen @ Cart Sale March 2020
Planter: StoraxTree – Iron Plant Stand Planter Roses C13 ~ by Kate McLaglen @ Cart Sale March 2020
Books: BackBone – Lazy Gamer’s Hideout Set – Mangas ~ by Kiana Writer & Rheinhard Kappler
Figurine: BackBone – Comfy Cloud Set – FunnyBone #7 – Comfy Cuddlebuddy ~ by Druelbozo Resident
Table: BackBone – Lazy Gamer’s Hideout Set – Tray (holo) ~ by Kiana Writer & Rheinhard Kappler
