The Conscience in Me Drowned, I Want to Be Your Guide, Into the Afterlife

The Conscience in Me Drowned, I Want to Be Your Guide, Into the Afterlife

Wind howls like that of a lone Wolf on a moonless night,
Crying out for a long lost lover, companion, a friend.
Not a soul replies in the darkness,
Not a soul dares breathe.
Silence echoes loudly, defeaningly, devoid of the warmth of Life.

A shift in the wind stirs the trees,
Heralding something New with its song.
Spectral spirits float to and fro,
Dancing a dance only the unliving know.

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~ My Look ~

Hair: DOUX – Sophie hairstyle ~ by Dam1710 Resident

Top: [Salem] – Mavis Top ~ by Stupid Doge & Sad Doge, SalemManager

Bottom: [Salem] – Mavis Panties ~ by Stupid Doge & Sad Doge, SalemManager

My Body Details

~ Furniture & Decor ~

Bed: Dictatorshop – [Ds] Vespera Dragon Bed Adult Kink ~ by Dictatorshop Resident @

Bookcase: {LORE}- Bookshelf ~ by LalitaLamour Resident

Curtains: BackBone – Spooky Curtains ~ by Axl Nova & Waifu Nova

Links — > Dictatorshop

Well, They Dress Her up in Golden Crowns, His Smile Hides a Lie

Well, They Dress Her up in Golden Crowns, His Smile Hides a Lie

Afraid of our power,
They lock us in old towers,
Dreaming of dancing in fields of flowers.

Despite the lack of sun,
Our minds will not come undone,
For our story has only just begun.

Credits

~ My Look ~

Hair: DOUX – Amaya hairstyle ~ by Dam1710 Resident

Dress: .:{Sofia}:. – Zoe Gown Dress – Champagne ~ by Sofia Corleone

My Body Details

~ Furniture & Decor ~

Bed: Dictatorshop – [Ds] Chateau Bed Half Post Adult Vanilla ~ by Dictatorshop Resident @

Skybox: PITAYA – Magic Practice Skybox ~ by Dyana Rain

Links — > Dictatorshop





They Carve Away My Fear, But the Hurt still Echoes

A foreword to my readers… What follows below commerates the two year anniversary of my open heart surgery this September 18th. The following post contains nude imagery and is not suitable for those under the age of 18. If you would like to read on, please click below to read more.

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Dear August, Tell Me That There’s Light

Dear August, Tell Me That There's Light

Light is slowly fading, ebbing away like the tide, leaving a wordless melancholy. Seasons changing, shifting, urging me to slumber and rest with the setting sun. I close my eyes on the light. When they open I hope and pray for autumn’s quiet yet passionate colors to unfold.

Are the shadows growing? Are my eyes tricking me? Something has changed. Was it me? A quiet calm approaches and beckons me into its embrace. Who calls to me now with such familiarity?

Every parting is bittersweet. My old friend, I feel you near once more. Come closer and leave the kiss I truly long for.

Dear August, Tell Me That There's Light
Dear August, Tell Me That There's Light
Dear August, Tell Me That There's Light

Credits

~ My Look ~

Hair: TRUTH Trinket – Fatpack ~ by Truth Hawks

Top: Blueberry – Babe Top – Fat Pack ~ by Blueberryxx Resident

Pants: Blueberry – Spotlight – High & Low Jeans – Fat Pack ~ by Blueberryxx Resident

Shoes: REIGN.- TIVA WEDGES – PATTERN PACK ~ by KenadeeCole Resident &

Earrings: e.marie // Isabela Earrings – Silvers ~ by Emiliana Nova

Necklace: Candle & Cauldron – {C&C} Pentacle Necklace ~ by Gloom Darkheart

Rings: (Yummy) – Cyber Punk Ring Collection ~ by Polyester Partridge @ Collabor88

Gloves: Skellybones — Conjuring Hands – Leather Hand Harness ~ by AmaeyaArwan Resident

My Body Details

~ Furniture & Decor ~

Couch: DICTATORSHOP – [Ds] Paragon: Loveseat ~ by Dictatorshop Resident

Chairs: DICTATORSHOP – [Ds] PARAGON Chair ADULT KINK ~ by Dictatorshop Resident

Rug: DICTATORSHOP – [Ds] TRINKETS DECOR Fleur Rugs 7 Piece Fatpack ~ by Dictatorshop Resident

Tables: BackBone – Lounge Side Table ~ by Axl Nova & Waifu Nova

Lamp: DICTATORSHOP – [Ds] TRINKETS DECOR Ginkgo Lamps by Dictatorshop Resident

Rock Lamp: Candle & Cauldron – {C&C} Large Salt Lamp ~ by Gloom Darkheart

Tapestry: Lacrime dell’anima – Zodiac Tapestry ~ by Luluts Resident

Wheel: Candle & Cauldron – {C&C} Wheel Calendar ~ by Gloom Darkheart

Links — > Dictatorshop

I Was Raised By Wolves Taught to Fight Until the Death

I Was Raised By Wolves Taught to Fight Until the Death

Night draws closer as I wander amongst the shadows of the room. A soft hum of anticipation buzzing under your skin. Tingles, hair standing up on the back of your neck, pulse beating hard and fast.
Fear keeps you frozen in place as I drift near; your breath catches in excitement as I inhale your scent. With an exhale, my cigarette’s smoke mists across your face. You fight a cough. I arch a brow.

With a lazy heeled turn, I make my way back to the smooth wood desk piled high with manuscripts with hidden secrets you yearn to glean. Perhaps one day you’ll learn them. Perhaps one day you’ll pass them along to your children.

With a predatory smile from my lips as I lounge back in my leather chair, cigarette holder held aloft, you gulp and think to yourself that perhaps you may never see another night again.

I Was Raised By Wolves Taught to Fight Until the Death

My lovely readers, I apologize for my absence. As I’m sure many of you can empathize with, real life has been rather surreal and motivation low for hobbies many of us usually enjoy. This last set from Dictatorshop, however, inspired me to tap into my darker sultry side again.

For 20% off while at Cosmopolitan, the Port Royal Executive Suite offers a world of options for decorating and roleplay. You can choose between PG, Vanilla, and Kink sets to accommodate all of your needs. Each piece is loaded with animations so you will never be bored no matter what you are wanting to do. As always, Dictatorshop offers you gorgeous texture options to ensure it suits your tastes. After Cosmopolitan is over, the set will be at the mainstore for you to try out.

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~ My Look ~

Hair: TRUTH – Poetry – Fatpack ~ by Truth Hawks

Hat: Raven Bell – Theodora Veiled Hat ~ by Raven Bell

Dress: Just BECAUSE – Morticia Gown – FatPack ~ by Annie Melson

Pearls: AvaWay – LOVER’S KNOT Necklaces Set ~ by Avaway Resident

Nails: e.marie – Mix&Match Coffin – Dark Omens ~ by Emiliana Nova

Rose: .aisling. Knight of Flowers Eyepatch ~ by Druunah Esharham

Rings: (Yummy) Raw Crystal Rings ~ by Polyester Partridge

Cigarette: [ kunst ] – Old Cigarette Holder ~ by Kunst Himmel

My Body Details

~ Furniture & Decor ~

Desk: Dictatorshop – [Ds] PORT ROYAL Executive Desk ADULT KINK ~ by Dictatorshop Resident @

Hutch: Dictatorshop – [Ds] PORT ROYAL Executive Hutch ADULT VANILLA ~ by Dictatorshop Resident @

Chair: Dictatorshop – [Ds] PORT ROYAL Executive Guest Chair PG/Everyone ~ by Dictatorshop Resident @

Books on Desk: .aisling. FantaYstic Four ~ by Druunah Esharham

Gems: .aisling. Mystical Gems ~ by Druunah Esharham

Jar: Tentacio – Pagan Ritual Fatpack ~ by May Tolsen

Poster: Candle and Cauldron – {C&C} Tarot Map Frame ~ by Orphana Bloodrose

Books/Scroll/Skull: DISORDERLY. / Ritual Night / FATPACK ~ by Rogue Falconer

Star Globe: ::Static:: – Voidsent Astrolabe {Penumbra} ~ by Nama Gearz

Green Planter: Petrichor – :[P]:- Summer Night Sky Collection ~ by Vae Darkheart

Hanging Plant: hive // hanging bougainvillea plant – set 1 ~ by TheHiveStore Resident

Links — > Dictatorshop | Cosmopolitan

Aiming for the Stars But Landed on the Clouds

Aiming for the Stars But Landed on the Clouds

Sipping her green tea

Pondering world mysteries

Dreaming wistfully


It’s the last day of the Cart Sale and there’s still plenty of goodies to buy for a bargain price. Dark Water Designs always has unique clothing pieces that fit well and look comfortable without sacrificing on fashion. The Fall Kimono in Gold/Plum comes in two versions; one with a silk wrap and one without. Sizes included for this piece are made for Maitreya Lara, Belleza Isis, Venus, & Freya; Slink Physique and Hourglass, and Tonic Fine, Curvy, and Voluptous mesh bodies.

I’ve also picked up some decorative items from Dark Knight Decor and LpOca which both have simple yet charming pieces to embellish your home. Needing a little bit of brightness in an empty corner? Add some flowers from either shop. The water fountain from Dark Knight Decor also gives a peaceful ambience to any room.

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~ My Look ~

Hair: Magika – Fiona ~ by Sabina Gully

Headpiece: Mossu – Fleur.Wreath – Fatpack ~ by AkiraKiyoi Resident

Dress: Dark Water Designs – Fall Kimono – Gold/Plum ~ by Shadowed Luik @ Cart Sale November 2020

My Body Details

~ Furniture & Decor ~

Pitcher: Dark Knight Decor – Planted Watering Can, Green Floral ~ by Mika Redfield @ Cart Sale November 2020

Fountain: Dark Knight Decor – Wall Fountain ~ by Mika Redfield @ Cart Sale November 2020

Flowers: LpOca – Table w Flower #1 ~ by yune Barbosa @ Cart Sale November 2020

Pose: FOXCITY – Snack Bento Pose Set ~ by Satomi Masukami

Backdrop: FOXCITY x Hos – House Of Zen ~ by Satomi Masukami

Links — > Cart Sale

So Pull Me Up From Down Below ‘Cause I’m Underneath the Undertow

So Pull Me Up From Down Below 'Cause I'm Underneath the Undertow

As the waves crash upon me, Mother Nature’s power pushes me onward, into the Ocean’s depths then up again toward the shore. I call out for help, for someone, but the waves crash against me again, pushing me under. I’m on my own, fighting the tides, battling to keep my head above water and watching for a stray boat, another swimmer. Is there anyone out there?

I surrender. Letting go out of the past, my present, and future. I’ll fight on, following wherever the current takes me.


If you haven’t heard, the Cart Sale is open for another round and offering lots of bargains for you to swipe up. Some excellent style staples are available from .:battle fairy:. and {Poeme}. The Hilary Dress has a fatpack of animal prints from .:battle fairy:. that is perfect for a day out or a date night out dancing. Sizes included are fitted for Belleza Venus, Freya, and Isis; Slink Physique and Hourglass, and Maitreya Lara mesh bodies. This fatpack is 50 lindens and has five patterns on its included HUD.

I paired the dress with the beret and boots from {Poeme} for a fun travel look. The hat comes in several colors which you can buy separately for 10 lindens or in a fatpack for 50 lindens. The boots also come fitted in sizes for Belleza Venus, Freya, and Isis; Slink Physique and Hourglass, and Maitreya Lara mesh bodies. Boots are available for 35 lindens for a single color or 50 lindens for both.

Be sure to check out the sale before the deals run out!

So Pull Me Up From Down Below 'Cause I'm Underneath the Undertow

Credits

~ My Look ~

Hair: TRUTH – Eternity – Fatpack ~ by Truth Hawks

Dress: .::battle fairy::. – Hilary Dress Animal Prints (Fatpack) ~ by Grace Selene @ Cart Sale November 2020

Hat: {Poeme} – Autumn Beret Collection FATPACK ~ by Elysiane Sapphire @ Cart Sale November 2020

Boots: {Poeme} – Autumn Noire Suede Thigh Boots ~ by Elysiane Sapphire @ Cart Sale November 2020

Rings: Astralia – Enchanted Sky FATPACK ~ by Astralia Resident

Nails: e.marie – Mix&Match Coffin – Black Magic ~ by Emiliana Nova

Pose: FOXCITY. – Couture Bento Pose Set ~ by Satomi Masukami

My Body Details

Links — > Cart Sale | Garrigua Sim

And No Rivers and No Lakes Can Put the Fire Out

And No Rivers and No Lakes Can Put the Fire Out

She was bewitching to behold. Fire in her veins glowing righteous blue so bright you had to look away, yet dared not turn your gaze for fear of missing every stunning glimpse. Every step she took was a dance fit for the stage, only her stage a forest her heart dwelled in. Dancing partners the trees. Owls and crickets her orchestra. Moonlight kissed her skin as her soul shone in the darkness of Night’s Shadows.

When she broke into a beautiful disaster, her fire threatening to tear all asunder, her body burnt to ash floating upon a breeze. Pain fueled her passions. Darkness embraced her being; she reveled in it, craved it, cherished every aching breath. Love was her power; even broken, her heart overflowed like the sea at high tide. Like a phoenix she’d rise again, glowing brighter than every Time before.

Fire consumed her, yet she’d always survive, weathering every storm that came her way.

And No Rivers and No Lakes Can Put the Fire Out

Credits

~ My Look ~

Hair: TRUTH – Reyane ~ by Truth Hawks

Dress: Just BECAUSE – Morticia Gown – FatPack ~ by Annie Melson

Rings: RE – Queen of Hearts Rings Set ~ by crashnoww Resident

Wings: Blueberry – Lillith – Wings – RARE – Black ~ by Blueberryxx Resident

Tail: Plastik/Petrichor – Inkstained Fluna Tails [FLF] ~ by Aikea Rieko

My Body Details

Links — > Blueberry | Nox Obscura Sim

And, Oh, But She’s So Brave, Though, Just Like a Tornado

And, Oh, But She's So Brave, Though, Just Like a Tornado

Put my whole heart on the line,
Get hurt every single time.
Loving you was never tough,
But it still wasn’t enough.
You saw problems,
Never asked for a solution.
I saw our future,
Staying in a forward motion.

Time slowed down to a standstill,
Draining my resolve and will.
Thunder and lightning brew,
Mind wondering what was true.
Stumbling, falling to the ground,
Listening for lost familiar sounds.
Reaching out for a sign, an omen,
Untangling threads of life’s hope stolen.

Sunlight bathes me in its glow,
Promising a bright future to show.
Hesitation binds my feet to this spot,
Determination guides me onward to trot.
Moonbeams shower my body at night,
Charging my energy and resolve to take flight.
Heart still yearning for Him,
Soul guiding my lifelong swim.

For every breath I take that parts our days,
I step down the path for the one who stays.
Will you return to me?
Is it meant to be?
Or is there another behind your shadow,
Searching as I do with no time to borrow?
Alone or bound to another soul,
My rare heart is the true prize to hold.

Credits

~ My Look ~

Hair: Truth – Paradise ~ by Truth Hawks

Dress: Salt & Pepper – Millie Dress ~ by Salt Peppermint (SL17B Shop and Hop gift)

Choker: Ahegao – Little Kitten Collar ~ by AmiTrouble Resident

Earrings: e.marie – Nami Earrings – Golds ~ by Emiliana Nova

Bracelet: [ kunst ] – Olivia Handpiece ~ by Kunst Himmel

Rings & Nails: RealEvil Industries – Glam Nails & Rings ~ by Crashnoww Resident

Head: LeLutka – LeLutka Bento Head-KORINA ~ by Jadenart Resident

Body: Maitreya – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara ~ by Onyx LaShelle

My Body Details

Can You Hear the Whispers All Across the Room?

Can You Hear the Whispers All Across the Room?

Quiet. Silence. Deafening stillness fills my room without your presence. My mind spins a mile a minute, then slows like grass in a gentle breeze. How do I do this again? Being on my own without another voice overpowering mine?
Comfort. Normal. Your presence was constant but what about your mind? Always elsewhere. Together but alone. Now I’m alone but no longer lonely. Finding myself again, remembering who I am and where I want to go.
Quiet. Silence. Filling the emptiness with songs of my heart. Searching for new passions to re-ignite my flames. You may see me, but you won’t recognize the woman I’m becoming. Whispering, you’ll wonder how I became what I am. Who I am.


Can You Hear the Whispers All Across the Room?

The Cart Sale has been running for about two weeks now and we have about one week left! If you’ve missed previous posts, the Cart Sale is a shopping event where all items are 50L or less. Today I am giving you more peeks at what you can find there. Be sure to check the event out before it ends on April 15th.

Can You Hear the Whispers All Across the Room?

One of the items I am wearing comes from Dark Water Designs. The Crochet Overlay Top is a cute form-fitting top and has a HUD included with a few color options. Sizes for Maitreya, Slink Physique and Hourglass, and Belleza Freya, Venus, and Isis mesh bodies are included. Next to me on the bed are a few items from Dark Knight Decor; the tea kettle and macaroons come in separate sets but go well together for a sweet afternoon treat. The lantern next to me is from The Dark Fae. Turn this cute piece on and light up your room with a bit of whimsy that comes in quite a few colors to pick from. Behind the lantern, you’ll see a vase of tulips and a planter of roses that both come from StoraxTree. Each has a selection of colors so you can find just the right one for any room or garden theme.

That is all I have for you today. Until next time. ❤

Credits

~ My Look ~

Hair: TRUTH – Vanish ~ by Truth Hawks

Top: Dark Water Designs – Crochet Overlay Top ~ by Shadowed Luik @ Cart Sale March 2020

Shorts: Blueberry – FLF Love Spring Shorts ~ by Blueberryxx Resident

Body Glitter: [Cynful] – Stripper Body Dust ~ by Cynthia Ultsch

Rings: (Yummy) – Felicity Ring Set ~ by Polyester Partridge

Body: Maitreya – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara ~ by Onyx LaShelle

~ Furniture & Decor ~

Bed: BackBone – Dreamer’s Bed ~ by Kiana Writer & Rheinhard Kappler

Chair: BackBone – Chic Bunny Set – Chair ~ by Kiana Writer & Rheinhard Kappler

Pouffe: BackBone – Chic Bunny Set – Foot Stool – Holo ~ by Kiana Writer & Rheinhard Kappler

Kettle: Dark Knight Decor – Modern Kettle Set, Black ~ by Mika Redfield @ Cart Sale March 2020

Tea and Macaroons: Dark Knight Decor – Afternoon Tea Set ~ by Mika Redfield @ Cart Sale March 2020

Lantern: The Dark Fae – Woodsy Lantern Blue ~ by Corvi Ashdene @ Cart Sale March 2020

Lamp: BackBone – Comfy Cloud Set ~ by Kiana Writer & Rheinhard Kappler

Vase: StoraxTree – Paris Patio Pitcher Tulips A1 ~ by Kate McLaglen @ Cart Sale March 2020

Planter: StoraxTree – Iron Plant Stand Planter Roses C13 ~ by Kate McLaglen @ Cart Sale March 2020

Books: BackBone – Lazy Gamer’s Hideout Set – Mangas ~ by Kiana Writer & Rheinhard Kappler

Figurine: BackBone – Comfy Cloud Set – FunnyBone #7 – Comfy Cuddlebuddy ~ by Druelbozo Resident

Table: BackBone – Lazy Gamer’s Hideout Set – Tray (holo) ~ by Kiana Writer & Rheinhard Kappler

Links — > Cart Sale | Blueberry