The Conscience in Me Drowned, I Want to Be Your Guide, Into the Afterlife

The Conscience in Me Drowned, I Want to Be Your Guide, Into the Afterlife

Wind howls like that of a lone Wolf on a moonless night,
Crying out for a long lost lover, companion, a friend.
Not a soul replies in the darkness,
Not a soul dares breathe.
Silence echoes loudly, defeaningly, devoid of the warmth of Life.

A shift in the wind stirs the trees,
Heralding something New with its song.
Spectral spirits float to and fro,
Dancing a dance only the unliving know.

Credits

~ My Look ~

Hair: DOUX – Sophie hairstyle ~ by Dam1710 Resident

Top: [Salem] – Mavis Top ~ by Stupid Doge & Sad Doge, SalemManager

Bottom: [Salem] – Mavis Panties ~ by Stupid Doge & Sad Doge, SalemManager

My Body Details

~ Furniture & Decor ~

Bed: Dictatorshop – [Ds] Vespera Dragon Bed Adult Kink ~ by Dictatorshop Resident @

Bookcase: {LORE}- Bookshelf ~ by LalitaLamour Resident

Curtains: BackBone – Spooky Curtains ~ by Axl Nova & Waifu Nova

Links — > Dictatorshop

Well, They Dress Her up in Golden Crowns, His Smile Hides a Lie

Well, They Dress Her up in Golden Crowns, His Smile Hides a Lie

Afraid of our power,
They lock us in old towers,
Dreaming of dancing in fields of flowers.

Despite the lack of sun,
Our minds will not come undone,
For our story has only just begun.

Credits

~ My Look ~

Hair: DOUX – Amaya hairstyle ~ by Dam1710 Resident

Dress: .:{Sofia}:. – Zoe Gown Dress – Champagne ~ by Sofia Corleone

My Body Details

~ Furniture & Decor ~

Bed: Dictatorshop – [Ds] Chateau Bed Half Post Adult Vanilla ~ by Dictatorshop Resident @

Skybox: PITAYA – Magic Practice Skybox ~ by Dyana Rain

Links — > Dictatorshop





They Carve Away My Fear, But the Hurt still Echoes

A foreword to my readers… What follows below commerates the two year anniversary of my open heart surgery this September 18th. The following post contains nude imagery and is not suitable for those under the age of 18. If you would like to read on, please click below to read more.

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Dear August, Tell Me That There’s Light

Dear August, Tell Me That There's Light

Light is slowly fading, ebbing away like the tide, leaving a wordless melancholy. Seasons changing, shifting, urging me to slumber and rest with the setting sun. I close my eyes on the light. When they open I hope and pray for autumn’s quiet yet passionate colors to unfold.

Are the shadows growing? Are my eyes tricking me? Something has changed. Was it me? A quiet calm approaches and beckons me into its embrace. Who calls to me now with such familiarity?

Every parting is bittersweet. My old friend, I feel you near once more. Come closer and leave the kiss I truly long for.

Dear August, Tell Me That There's Light
Dear August, Tell Me That There's Light
Dear August, Tell Me That There's Light

Credits

~ My Look ~

Hair: TRUTH Trinket – Fatpack ~ by Truth Hawks

Top: Blueberry – Babe Top – Fat Pack ~ by Blueberryxx Resident

Pants: Blueberry – Spotlight – High & Low Jeans – Fat Pack ~ by Blueberryxx Resident

Shoes: REIGN.- TIVA WEDGES – PATTERN PACK ~ by KenadeeCole Resident &

Earrings: e.marie // Isabela Earrings – Silvers ~ by Emiliana Nova

Necklace: Candle & Cauldron – {C&C} Pentacle Necklace ~ by Gloom Darkheart

Rings: (Yummy) – Cyber Punk Ring Collection ~ by Polyester Partridge @ Collabor88

Gloves: Skellybones — Conjuring Hands – Leather Hand Harness ~ by AmaeyaArwan Resident

My Body Details

~ Furniture & Decor ~

Couch: DICTATORSHOP – [Ds] Paragon: Loveseat ~ by Dictatorshop Resident

Chairs: DICTATORSHOP – [Ds] PARAGON Chair ADULT KINK ~ by Dictatorshop Resident

Rug: DICTATORSHOP – [Ds] TRINKETS DECOR Fleur Rugs 7 Piece Fatpack ~ by Dictatorshop Resident

Tables: BackBone – Lounge Side Table ~ by Axl Nova & Waifu Nova

Lamp: DICTATORSHOP – [Ds] TRINKETS DECOR Ginkgo Lamps by Dictatorshop Resident

Rock Lamp: Candle & Cauldron – {C&C} Large Salt Lamp ~ by Gloom Darkheart

Tapestry: Lacrime dell’anima – Zodiac Tapestry ~ by Luluts Resident

Wheel: Candle & Cauldron – {C&C} Wheel Calendar ~ by Gloom Darkheart

Links — > Dictatorshop

I Was Raised By Wolves Taught to Fight Until the Death

I Was Raised By Wolves, Taught to Fight Until the Death

Night draws closer as I wander amongst the shadows of the room. A soft hum of anticipation buzzing under your skin. Tingles, hair standing up on the back of your neck, pulse beating hard and fast.
Fear keeps you frozen in place as I drift near; your breath catches in excitement as I inhale your scent. With an exhale, my cigarette’s smoke mists across your face. You fight a cough. I arch a brow.

With a lazy heeled turn, I make my way back to the smooth wood desk piled high with manuscripts with hidden secrets you yearn to glean. Perhaps one day you’ll learn them. Perhaps one day you’ll pass them along to your children.

With a predatory smile from my lips as I lounge back in my leather chair, cigarette holder held aloft, you gulp and think to yourself that perhaps you may never see another night again.

I Was Raised By Wolves Taught to Fight Until the Death

My lovely readers, I apologize for my absence. As I’m sure many of you can empathize with, real life has been rather surreal and motivation low for hobbies many of us usually enjoy. This last set from Dictatorshop, however, inspired me to tap into my darker sultry side again.

For 20% off while at Cosmopolitan, the Port Royal Executive Suite offers a world of options for decorating and roleplay. You can choose between PG, Vanilla, and Kink sets to accommodate all of your needs. Each piece is loaded with animations so you will never be bored no matter what you are wanting to do. As always, Dictatorshop offers you gorgeous texture options to ensure it suits your tastes. After Cosmopolitan is over, the set will be at the mainstore for you to try out.

Credits

~ My Look ~

Hair: TRUTH – Poetry – Fatpack ~ by Truth Hawks

Hat: Raven Bell – Theodora Veiled Hat ~ by Raven Bell

Dress: Just BECAUSE – Morticia Gown – FatPack ~ by Annie Melson

Pearls: AvaWay – LOVER’S KNOT Necklaces Set ~ by Avaway Resident

Nails: e.marie – Mix&Match Coffin – Dark Omens ~ by Emiliana Nova

Rose: .aisling. Knight of Flowers Eyepatch ~ by Druunah Esharham

Rings: (Yummy) Raw Crystal Rings ~ by Polyester Partridge

Cigarette: [ kunst ] – Old Cigarette Holder ~ by Kunst Himmel

My Body Details

~ Furniture & Decor ~

Desk: Dictatorshop – [Ds] PORT ROYAL Executive Desk ADULT KINK ~ by Dictatorshop Resident @

Hutch: Dictatorshop – [Ds] PORT ROYAL Executive Hutch ADULT VANILLA ~ by Dictatorshop Resident @

Chair: Dictatorshop – [Ds] PORT ROYAL Executive Guest Chair PG/Everyone ~ by Dictatorshop Resident @

Books on Desk: .aisling. FantaYstic Four ~ by Druunah Esharham

Gems: .aisling. Mystical Gems ~ by Druunah Esharham

Jar: Tentacio – Pagan Ritual Fatpack ~ by May Tolsen

Poster: Candle and Cauldron – {C&C} Tarot Map Frame ~ by Orphana Bloodrose

Books/Scroll/Skull: DISORDERLY. / Ritual Night / FATPACK ~ by Rogue Falconer

Star Globe: ::Static:: – Voidsent Astrolabe {Penumbra} ~ by Nama Gearz

Green Planter: Petrichor – :[P]:- Summer Night Sky Collection ~ by Vae Darkheart

Hanging Plant: hive // hanging bougainvillea plant – set 1 ~ by TheHiveStore Resident

Links — > Dictatorshop | Cosmopolitan

When Streams Are Ripe and Swelled with Rain

When Streams Are Ripe and Swelled with Rain Hello again! I know it’s been a little longer than I expected since my last post but real life decided to bless me with a spring cold. I am doing better now and have some cute finds from the Cart Sale for you to see. A quick note; the Cart Sale now allows merchants to sell six items for 10 lindens, six items for 25 lindens, and one item for 50 lindens. Now on to the goodies! When Streams Are Ripe and Swelled with Rain

One of the first goodies I’ve found at the Cart Sale was a very cute dress from Mishmash Fusion. The Someday Minidress comes in a selection of six colors, each for 25 lindens. Sizes included fit Slink Physique and Hourglass, Belleza Isis, Freya, and Venus, and Maitreya Lara mesh bodies. This cute dress has a lovely lace skirt overlay and small suspenders straps that add just a touch of quirk. If you look closely, I am wearing a tattoo with ravens by Innerjoy Love Tattoo. There are many beautiful and colorful tattoos for sale but I love ravens of the Worthy Life tattoo in black ink which comes in Maitreya and omega appliers and includes standard tattoo layers.

If you’re looking to add some spring joy to your home and garden, you will find a nice selection of flowers and other decorations at the Cart Sale. In front of the windows I’ve placed some climbing roses from the Home Store. With the scent of roses in the air, the promise of new life creates a warm atmosphere. A small jug from Dark Knight Décor makes a nice vase for freshly cut flowers as a centerpiece on my new table. Dark Knight Décor also made my breakfast tray which has yummy coffee and bagels fresh from the kitchen. If coffee is not your beverage of choice, you might try =EC Designs= lovely little Spring Tea Set with their acorn teapot and tea cups. You can find the table at the SL Home & Garden Expo along with a decorative shelf that is also up for sale from Dictatorshop. On the floor I’ve spread some candles and flowers I found from LpOca. Along with these flowers, LpOca has many other flower arrangements including a window planter and some pitchers used as vases. Lastly, I picked up a cute chair from Kitty Creations that has a lovely velvet softness to it. You can change the texture between three colors and the chair fits nicely in small corners for both single sitters or a couple of avatars.

That is all I have for today, be sure to look around the Cart Sale and pick up the goodies before it’s too late!

Credits

~ My Look ~

Hair: TRUTH – Teila ~ Truth Hawks (Group Gift)

Dress: Mishmash Fusion – ~*MF*~ Someday Mini Dress – Garnet ~ by Mystical Edenflower @ Cart Sale March 2019

Shoes: REIGN.- COLETTE HEELS – FATPACK ~ by KenadeeCole Resident

Tattoo: Innerjoy Love Tattoo – Worthy Life ~ Menamia Resident @ Cart Sale March 2019

My Body Details

~ Furniture & Decor ~

Table: Dictatorshop – [Ds] Vindustria Decor – Round Table ~ by Dictatorshop Resident @ SL Home & Garden Expo March 2019

Chair: Kitty Creations – Poppy Slipper Chair – Kitty Creations ~ by Sadie Dubratt @ Cart Sale March 2019

Roses: THE HOME STORE – THS – Mesh Climbing Roses & Lights ~ by eri Blister @ Cart Sale March 2019

Pitcher: Dark Knight Decor – DKD Jug Roses – Lavender ~ by Mika Redfield @ Cart Sale March 2019

Food Tray: Dark Knight Decor – DKD – Continental Breakfast Tray ~ by Mika Redfield @ Cart Sale March 2019

Teapot & Cups: =EC Designs= (Spring Tea Set) ~ by Cara Lionheart, Jaxx Doulton, and Muireann Galli @ Cart Sale March 2019

Dog: JIAN – Posh Pups :: White ~ by JianSL Resident (gacha)

Candles & Flowers: LpOca – Flower Spray Decor ~ by yune Barbosa @ Cart Sale March 2019

House: Scarlet Creative – The Arcade Mar 17 Cordelia Chateau MT RARE ~ by Charlotte Bartlett

Links — > Cart Sale, =EC Designs=, Mishmash Fusion, Dictatorshop, SL Home & Garden Expo

Home & Garden Expo Display Logo (2019)

Hold On to Me, Cause I’m a Little Unsteady

Hold On to Me, Cause I'm a Little Unsteady

Shaking, falling, tumbling.

Slipping, crashing, stumbling.

My steps, once so sure, now slowly falter.

Looking over a cliff, eyes watering in the cold breeze.

You have my hand, but will you let go?


Valentine’s Day is fast approaching and while many will be smothering their loved ones in chocolate, candy, and cuddly teddy bears, Dictatorshop is offering up two chairs perfect for couples looking for something a bit naughtier.  The Chateau Heart Chairs will be at Cosmopolitan for one more day but will be in the mainstore after the event ends. The matching Chateau Round Chairs are currently at Boardwalk and will be there until February 14. Both sets of chairs have the same animations and texture options.

Both sets of chairs include the Mistress Armchair which includes adult animations and a Guest Chair which has Single PG sits. In the Mistress Armchair, you’ll find three menus for the Mistress to choose from that keep her submissive sitting in front of her, two couples menus with tenderer poses, a menu with poses for pampering, a menu for sitting on the other person, a spanking menu, and a button that will unseat the other person. Whoever is in the role of submissive will not have access to this menu.

On the back of each seat you will find the Dictatorshop logo which gives you access to the textures menu. Here you can change the wood texture or the fabric of the chair cushions. Several options are included for both items so you are sure to find something that suits your taste.

Grab both sets while they are on sale and see you next time. ♥

Credits

Hair: Doe – Yas Queen – Indecisive RARE ~ by Helyanwe Vindaloo @ Epiphany January 2019

Lingerie: Dead Dollz – Erotica Triangle Bra, Briefs, Garter Belt – Black ~ by Kiddo Oh @ Epiphany January 2019

My Body Details

Heart Chair: Dictatorshop – [Ds] Chateau Heart Chairs Fatpack – Mistress and Guest ~ by Dictatorshop Resident @ Cosmopolitan January 2019

Round Chair: Dictatorshop – [Ds] Chateau Round Chairs Fatpack – Mistress and Guest ~ Dictatorshop Resident @ Boardwalk January 2019

Loom: [ContraptioN] – Philomena’s Last Machine: The Loom o

f Lies RARE ~ by Faust Steamer @ Epiphany January 2019

Dulciwheel: [ContraptioN] – Philomena Dulciwheel: Ever Revolving ~ by Faust Steamer @ Epiphany January 2019

Backdrop: FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Crescent Room ~ by Satomi Masukami @ Soiree January 2019

Cups: +Half-Deer+ – Kitchenware [White Set] ~ Halogen Magic

Books: +Half-Deer+ – Book Clutter II [Dark] ~ by Halogen Magic @ Soiree January 2019

Links — > Dictatorshop, Cosmopolitan, Boardwalk, Epiphany, Soiree

Seasons Change With the Scenery, Weaving Time in a Tapestry

Seasons Change With the Scenery, Weaving Time in a Tapestry

Greetings beautiful people, it’s been awhile since I’ve posted and a lot has changed for me in a short time as it always does. I’m here this time to share some goodies you can find to help make your home festive and cozy for the holiday season. Cart Sale opened a few days ago with lots of bargains and Dictatorshop has new items up for grabs as well. If you’re unfamiliar with the Cart Sale, it’s held at the Wash and features items on sale for 10 lindens and merchants are allowed to sell one item for 50 lindens. The current round is Winter Wonderland themed and there’s some great wintery attire to find like the jammies from Sweet Willows. I found the Jester set fun but there are some other sets available that are more holiday themed if you prefer. Each jammie set comes in sizes for Maitreya, Slink Physique, and Slink Hourglass mesh bodies. The fit is really nice and makes the bum look great! There are some new releases from Dictatorshop that I have out, the first of which is the Chesterfield Coffee Table from Dictatorshop. Two versions are available, PG or Adult Vanilla, which allows you to pick what you need to complete your living room set. In the Adult Vanilla version, there are singles poses for both female and males as well as couples poses that will make your toes curl. By clicking the logo, you can change the wood textures and metal textures. Dictatorshop also has a new fireplace in the main store that comes with a bondage version and a decor only version. Textures are customizable and you can choose from a selection of art photos to display or add your own. The Chateau Bondage Fireplace has poses that work for one submissive or two and is a good option for people who enjoy objectification play. For both the table and fireplace, please note that I have slightly tinted them darker to match my cabin a little better.

Seasons Change With the Scenery, Weaving Time in a Tapestry

To add some festive charm to the room, I have a couple things from KK Home that are at the Cart Sale. The Hunter Log Rack goes well with any fireplace and will help you stay warm inside while the weather gets cold. I also grabbed the Nutcracker to place on the mantle because it reminds me of the ones I own in real life.

Lastly, Dark Knight Decor has some great pieces at the Cart Sale that are festive and a little quirky. Two Shadowboxes are up for grabs. I grabbed the blue version and hung it up on my wall for a little winter sparkle.

I will be sharing more sneak peeks so check back soon for more Cart Sale goodies!

Credits

~ My Look ~

Hair: Doe – Sweetum – Gingers ~ by Helyanwe Vindaloo @ Arcade December 2018

Pjs: Sweet Willow – (SW) Cozy Jester PJ’s Onesie ~ by WillowJustice Resident @ Cart Sale December 2018

My Body Details

~ Furniture & Decor ~

House: Blueberry – Holidays Gift ~ by Blueberryxx Resident

Table: Dictatorshop – [Ds] Chesterfield Coffee Table – Adult ~ by Dictatorshop Resident @ Swank December 2018

Fireplace: Dictatorshop – [Ds] Chateau Bondage Fireplace ~ by Dictatorshop Resident

Shadowbox: Dark Knight Decor – DKD – Winter Shadowbox, blues ~ by Mika Redfield @ Cart Sale December 2018

Nutcracker: KK Home – *KKH* – NUTCRACKER (M/C) ~ by Katy Dirkle @ Cart Sale December 2018

Logs: KK Home – *KKH* – HUNTER LOG RACK M/C ~ by Katy Dirkle @ Cart Sale December 2018

Tree: Libertine – ~A Libertine Christmas~ Simple Tree ~ by Alia Baroque

Rug: The Loft – Christmas Monochrome Tree Skirt ~ by Nardya Rousselot

Cat: +Half-Deer+ – Cozy Cat (if I fits, I sits) – Black Patch ~ by Halogen Magic

Dog: JIAN – Holiday Huskies :: Pupper Present RARE ~ by JianSL Resident

Paper: .random.Matter. – Magical Holidays – Wrapping Paper [Blue] ~ by Nikohl Hax

Chair: Scarlet Creative – Epiphany – RL Armchair Cotton MT ~ by Charlotte Bartlett

Links — > Dictatorshop, Cart Sale

Ooh, the Beauty is There But a Beast is in the Heart

Ooh, the Beauty is There But a Beast is in the Heart

Although Halloween is over, I’m still feeling a little witchy. I decided to play with a bit of magic and organize some of my potion jars in the attic. I was aiming for something dark but…I think I used a little too many flower petals so if you see some luminescent butterflies, don’t be alarmed. You may start dancing and singing random songs, but there should be no lasting effects. Curious about the items in my hideaway? Only one more day of Secondlife Syndicate’s Trick or Treat event. More info on the event here. Let’s dive in!

If you are looking for a nice storage option, [noctis] has a beautiful shelf that has room for all the potion jars you collect. This shelf is the grand prize if you get the VIP Hud and collect all the pieces from [noctis].  Only like the jars? They make cute year round accent pieces for any corner of the house.

Nearby, you will find I have my grimoire set out. The Half Moon Market has created pieces that every witch needs, the grimoire being the most important in my opinion. It’s small yet detailed in its design. Other items include pumpkins, an athame, and potion bottles.

Ooh, the Beauty is There But a Beast is in the Heart The last items from Trick or Treat I am sharing in this post are things I’m wearing. On my face are little tear drop tattoos. Unicult has several tattoos that come in Catwa and Omega appliers with multiple color options per tattoo. Collect them all and you’ll have something that goes with any outfit. Ooh, the Beauty is There But a Beast is in the Heart

Lastly, Dark Passions has created super fun Halloween themed nail appliers for this event. These nails come in appliers for Slink, Maitreya, and Omega appliers. There are nine different sets to collect, and the grand prize if you have the VIP Hud. I personally would wear these year round and they make a great addition to any goth or edgy look.

I have one more post coming, but don’t wait any longer. Go knock on some doors before the event ends this weekend!

Credits

~ My Look ~

Hair: #Besom~ Bliss *Browns* ~ by Kattington Resident

Dress: Dead Dollz – MiniSkull Dress – Purple ~ by Kiddo Oh

Shoes: REIGN – XIMENA BOOTIES- MEGA PACK ~ Kenadeecole Resident &

Makeup: alaskametro<3 – “Black Magic” makeup – Lelutka ~ by Alaska Metropolitan

Nails: Dark Passions – #8 Bat Crazy – Trick ~ by Bcreative Wilde @ SLS Trick or Treat October 2018

Cheek Tats: UniCult – Spooky Tags – Tear V1 Catwa/Omega HUD ~ by Unicult Resident @ SLS Trick or Treat October 2018

My Body Details

~ Furniture and Decor ~

Skybox: Scarlet Creative – Ministry Skybox ~ Charlotte Bartlett

Chair: Dictatorshop – [Ds] Vespera Coffin Chair – Adult Kink Vampire 3some ~ by Dictatorshop Resident

Shelves: [noctis] – Autumn jar shelf-grand prize ~ by Yelena Istmal @ SLS Trick or Treat October 2018

Book: The Half Moon Market – Halloween Grimoire ~ by Heloise Ghostaltar @ SLS Trick or Treat October 2018

Tapestry: brocante. – occult tapestry ~ by ValiantCo Resident

Links — > SLS Trick or Treat